December 2: Panic and Patience

This weekend we celebrated Moira’s birthday, got Covid/flu shots to hopefully keep us healthy as my treatments start(only a few tears were shed), and enjoyed family time! During the weekend there were some moments of panic as everything is setting in and I didn’t feel well from my shots. This made me think of how the next few months may look, but still trying to focus on what I know. Positives from today: 1. My lead doctor called and the MRI confirmed lymph nodes are still clear, the cancer is still only on one side, and on a not so positive note there are two other spots, but I can wait to biopsy those until I confirm the surgery type. 2. I met with the genetics department and learned a lot! Since I’m 42 I qualify for this testing and it could help my kids/family in the future! Additionally it could potentially get me into a study. 3. I explored the tunnels at Mayo and found my way all the way back to my car without going out in the cold! This place is great! 4. Final positive- I don’t drive back again until next week! Hope you find something positive in your day! #myjourney #breastcancerawareness #earlydetection

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