November 21: The Waiting

NOVEMBER 21, 2024

THE WAITING....

It has been almost three weeks since this all started. There have been ups and down and I am anxiously awaiting upcoming appointments. The waiting is one of the most challenging parts of my journey so far. I have experienced this as I watched others go through this as well. I am trying to do my best to stay calm, but my anxiety is taking over as I continue the wait. My best advice it to find things to keep you busy and fine some inner peace.


I am incredibly thankful for many people in my life who are supporting me and my family. Tonight, Harper and I were able to go downtown with great friends who can always make us smile and laugh. The tremendous support as I wait is incredible. I love that my community wrapped me up and helped me to disconnect as I wait. We hit up some great shops and someone even gave me a beautiful breast cancer pen. I am blown away!



I also was able to get my pink hair extensions updated and even added some for Harper too! My hairstylist, Katlyn M Murphy, is AMAZING and I am so thankful for her encouragement and willingness to bring a little extra joy and sparkle to our hair and our lives! I have also really been touched by the people who have told me that all of this caused them to pause and do a self-check or even schedule that mammogram that they may have been putting off! I know it can be scary, but right now is terrifying for me! Get checked and be aware!


💕 #myjourney #breastcancerawareness #earlydetection

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